THIS MORNING I WAS FEELING LONELY AND POSTED DOES ANYONE WANT TO GET COFFEE ALL DAY NO ONE ANSWERED. FOUR OTHER PEOPLE IN THIS HOUSE AND HERE IS IT MIDNIGHT AND NOT ONE WORD SPOKEN TO ME BY ANYONE. BUT COME MONDAY THEY WILL SAY CAN YOU TAKE ADDIE TO SCHOOL NO I CANT. MY CAR NEEDS WORK AND I CAN ONLY USE MY CAR FOR WORK RIGHT NOW. DONT EVEN WANT TO DRIVE IT TO CHURCH. I REALLY HAVE TO BABY IT. CANT GO ANYWHERE. COULD NOT EVEN DRIVE TO GO SEE MY BIRDS TODAY. STUCK HERE WITH PEOPLE WHO WONT EVEN SPEAK TO ME. AND THEY CALL THEMSELVES FAMILY.. WELL ACTUALLY I AM ONLY FAMILY IF THEY WANT SOMETHING , I DONT’WANT TO BE UNCHRISITAN BUT THAT RIDE IS OVER. IM DONE
I HAVE SO MUCH MEDS IN THIS HOUSE I WONDER IF I TOOK THEM ALL. THE ONLY THING THAT STOPS ME IS NO ONE WOULD CARE FOR CHIP THE WAY I DO. I AM DISCOURAGED VERY DISCOURAGED. I LIVE IN ONE ROOM EVERYTHING OWN IS IN MY BEDROOM. WHICH IS NOT RIGHT I PAY HALF THE RENT AND ALL THE BILLS AND I AM STUCK IN ONE ROOM I HAVE TO BORROW MONEY TO PAY BILLS AND THEY SIT ON THEIR ASS AND WONT PAY A DIME. BECAUSE THE BILLS ARE IN MY NAME. IM DONE I AM REALLY DONE. IF THINGS DO NOT CHANGE IN ONE WEEK I WILL FIND A HOME FOR CHIP AND JUST BE DONE WITH THIS CRAPPY LIFE.
